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Bukan Cinta Biasa - Dimas Beck n Chelsea Olivia

ku dekati kau sepenuh hati
ku tak bermain dengan rasa
serius kusuka padamu

sesungguhnya ku ada hati padamu
yang manis selalu cintaku
kini untuk kamu

ku dan kamu jatuh cinta
bukan cinta biasa
dunia ini milik berdua
bukan cinta biasa

ku ingat kamu berjanji
bukan janji biasa
cinta kita terbelah dua
bukan cinta biasa

oh…

ku dekati engkau sepenuh hati
ku tak bermain dengan rasa
serius ku suka padamu

ku dan kamu jatuh cinta
bukan cinta biasa
dunia ini milik berdua
bukan cinta biasa

kau dan aku berjanji
bukan janji biasa
cinta kita terbelah dua
bukan cinta biasa

Laudya Cintya Bella - Karna Cinta

tlah ku temui banyak cinta
dihati ini datang dan pergi
selimuti kisahku yang biru
mendalam di hati

biar kurentangkan cintaku
menariku diatas senduku
sendirinya aku tak berkasih
mendalami hati

karna cinta aku jadi sepi, karna cinta aku jadi riang
karna cinta aku jadi pilu, karna cinta kini ku sendiri
karna cinta pelangiku hilang, karna cinta matahari pergi
namun kuyakin dalam hatiku, cintaku tak boleh membunuhku

tlah ku temui banyak cinta
dihati ini datang dan pergi
selimuti kisahku yang biru
mendalam di hati

biar kurentangkan cintaku
menariku diatas senduku
sendirinya aku tak berkasih
mendalami hati

karna cinta aku jadi sepi, karna cinta aku jadi riang
karna cinta aku jadi pilu, karna cinta kini ku sendiri
karna cinta pelangiku hilang, karna cinta matahari pergi
namun kuyakin dalam hatiku, cintaku tak boleh membunuhku

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

used to have nightmares and bad dreams before..but it doesnt bother me at all..yesterday, a weird dream..weird than i ever thought…i dont realli remember how it goes..and i dont want to…

i heard voices in that dream…voices yelling and telling me what to do and what i should not do…voices whispering to my ears..telling me in language which i never heard off..voices came out of nowhere..it will come n go as and when they like…i saw a few people that i know in my dream which is discommode to say it here..and i dont know why all the memories flashed in my mind..and the voices came again, telling me to ignore the mendacious people..

those voices brought me to a place..a dark n quiet pathway which lead me to a very tall wall…behind it there is a beautiful garden with pond n waterfall..butterflies n flowers..like a dreamland in heaven..and again voices hissing to my ears..i cant recall the message..but what i know is im very sad..terribly sad and i was sobbing..

when i woke up, im a little lost..my ears and my mind still hearing those voices…what are they trying to tell me?? is there something that i need to know or something bad going to happen in future??? or its just a dream…

all this while, i thought that having a long term relationship, will be happy ending..i discovered a lot of things in life..it was meaningless..learned how to be a strong lady, by mistakes that i’ve done..making a right choices are important in my life..after all, its been a long time i wanted this way..but people in my circle doesnt seem to understand..never try, n try not to..no use being side by side when there’s no intimacy…kept letting others interfering my pesonal issues..criticize me in any ways…trying to ignore people who are maddening…those losers won’t do any good..just making a whole lots of sins of their own..no doubt they kept changing people around them..hates disgusting n mediate people..they don’t owe me a living, so i don’t loose anything..

anyway, im happy n glad now..having the people that i loved most around, more than enough to complete my life..parents, siblings, cousins, relatives, friends n my one n only lover..without them, im nobody, lost..they are my everything..they make me laugh, cry, happy, angry, they share n pour me with love…countless love..unremitting love..can’t afford to loose them..its unbearable…only true love will remain..deep inside my heart..i treassure what i have now n i will always stay this way to keep my love ones stay..even though i have to do lots of adjustment..still i’m happy now n forever…

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you’re not here to say
What you always used to say
But it’s written in the sky tonight

So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe

Someone’s watching over me

So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me

Someone’s watching over me

i wish i could stop tinkin, but if i stop tinkin…will i stop being?? i choose to abandon..but at d same time, im abashed..i felt abject…as an adult, i will be accountable..but im not an adulteress..im trying my best not to aggravate tis issues..but wat else can i do to convince people??

im awaken by own fantasy..i feel awkward n uneasy..when will this battle end?? its unbearable…im becoming crazy over this matter..i belittle it at first..i believe that i will be able to handle on my own..instinct..trying to chuck out all miseries..i wish i could capture happiness..

im beginning to stabilize my life with him..deep inside, i never thought that he might appear..n he’s not a rebound…to be honest, im attracted to his kindness..n because of him, i became doughty..i hope it will be durable this time…loyal, trust, love, cares…these are the keys..Raswadi…u filled me with hapiness, u never fail to brighten up my day, by making me smile n laugh whenever we are together…ur part of my life..n will always be that way…

Irwansyah & Acha - Ada Cinta

ucapkanlah kasih satu kata yg ku nantikan
sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
mendengar bisikmu

nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu
sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

reff:
mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
padahal ia ada
dalam rinai hujan
dalam terang bulan
juga dalam sedu sedan

mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
padahal ia terasa
dalam rindu dendam
hening malam
cinta terasa ada

nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu
sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

repeat reff

6ixth Sense - Tak Bisa Memilihmu

Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya

Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah
Darimu,Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Untuk cintainya,
Hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu

Kusakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku….

C/O
Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya…

(terhanyut jiwa ini,terjatuh dihatinya)

i am suspended on d bridge between life n death…trapped as if by vertigo..unable to advance or retreat..facin d consequences not ez as wat i tot..leadin d ways tru, not as simple as talkin…facing more den 1, was d hardest…im tryin to stabilize evritin as soon as i cld..gainin sum1 trust, yes i noe its difficult…but accusations n assumptions, not good to mention..learnin to b strong n brave, n get hold on to d pple i luv…loosin 1, dun realli matter…coz im d 1 who decides d separation..d best thing to do now is to gv n take..tryin hard to be good n better myself..

next to convince d oldies..coz i noe myself…i wun stop to wat i want n needs..will fight tru d end no matter wat hapen..nobody can never be a firewall between me n him…not even oldies..no more perpetuates plz…tis last wish i hope it will run smoothly…wun b regret..coz tis is wat i want…i chose n i will move on n nvr turn back….but if one day, i failed, still i wun regret..coz i chose tis way..its ok n its fine,wat is fated it will oways be dat way..