tough dayz n nitez
i am suspended on d bridge between life n death…trapped as if by vertigo..unable to advance or retreat..facin d consequences not ez as wat i tot..leadin d ways tru, not as simple as talkin…facing more den 1, was d hardest…im tryin to stabilize evritin as soon as i cld..gainin sum1 trust, yes i noe its difficult…but accusations n assumptions, not good to mention..learnin to b strong n brave, n get hold on to d pple i luv…loosin 1, dun realli matter…coz im d 1 who decides d separation..d best thing to do now is to gv n take..tryin hard to be good n better myself..
next to convince d oldies..coz i noe myself…i wun stop to wat i want n needs..will fight tru d end no matter wat hapen..nobody can never be a firewall between me n him…not even oldies..no more perpetuates plz…tis last wish i hope it will run smoothly…wun b regret..coz tis is wat i want…i chose n i will move on n nvr turn back….but if one day, i failed, still i wun regret..coz i chose tis way..its ok n its fine,wat is fated it will oways be dat way..