my feelings..
i wish i could stop tinkin, but if i stop tinkin…will i stop being?? i choose to abandon..but at d same time, im abashed..i felt abject…as an adult, i will be accountable..but im not an adulteress..im trying my best not to aggravate tis issues..but wat else can i do to convince people??
im awaken by own fantasy..i feel awkward n uneasy..when will this battle end?? its unbearable…im becoming crazy over this matter..i belittle it at first..i believe that i will be able to handle on my own..instinct..trying to chuck out all miseries..i wish i could capture happiness..
im beginning to stabilize my life with him..deep inside, i never thought that he might appear..n he’s not a rebound…to be honest, im attracted to his kindness..n because of him, i became doughty..i hope it will be durable this time…loyal, trust, love, cares…these are the keys..Raswadi…u filled me with hapiness, u never fail to brighten up my day, by making me smile n laugh whenever we are together…ur part of my life..n will always be that way…
